Someone who appears once in a while in the Magnificat,
is a little known mystic- at least in our country. She is a good example that one does not have
to be a religious living in the cloister to become a saint . She gives hope to
all who feel that they are too far away from holiness to follow Christ.
LUCIE CHRISTINE (b.1844) was the pseudonym of an
upper middle class Frenchwoman, Mathilde Boutle. She married at 21, raised five
children, all the while suffering verbal and physical abuse at the hands of an
alcoholic husband.
She grew up
in a religious home, and even in childhood seems to have been attracted to
silent devotion or "mental prayer."
Mathilde
was of the leisured class, leading the ordinary life of a person of her type
and position. She married in 1865 and at the age of forty-three she became a
widow. In 1908, after nineteen years of blindness, she died at the age of
sixty-four.
Lucie
Christine said her mysticism was "very simple. “My soul lives in God, by a
glance of love between Him and myself". Anyone can learn to "be
silent before God," she said, "to look at Him, and let Him look at
you."
Her time
was spent in family and social duties, sometimes in Paris , sometimes in her country home. She appeared to her neighbors remarkable only
for her goodness, gentleness, and love of religion. Nothing could have been
more commonplace than her external circumstances.
Her inward
life, unsuspected by any but her parish priest, for whom her journal was
written, had a richness and originality which entitle her to a place among the
Catholic mystics. Her writings show that she was intelligent and also had and
an almost psychic gift of premonitions of important and tragic events. This
peculiarity, which she disliked and never spoke of, persisted through life.
Her spiritual
journal, published in 1912, reveals a sensitive, idealistic, and affectionate
woman who was somewhat unpractical, very easily wounded, tempted to
irritability, and inclined to worry.
"The
excessive wish to be loved, appreciated, admired by those whom I love,"
was one of the temptations against which, as a young woman, she felt it
necessary to pray: another was the longing for enjoyment, for personal
happiness. It was only after eight years of intermittent mystical experience
that she learned the secret of inward peace: to "lose her own interests in
those of God, and receive a share in His interests in exchange."
Her
spiritual life developed gradually and evenly, and unlike some mystics, there
was no falling off her horse, like St.
Paul . One day, when she was meditating on a passage in
the Imitation of Christ, she saw and heard within her mind the words “God alone”. From this
time on she aimed to conquer her natural irritability and dislike for the
boredom and unrealities of a prosperous existence, and give her all to Christ
in her daily duties as mother and wife.
More and more, as her mystical consciousness grew,
the life of contemplation became her delight; and it was plainly a real trial
to be distracted from it for trivial purposes. In company, or busied with
household duties, she went for hours with "her soul absorbed, its better
part rapt in God." She "tried to appear ordinary," and made
excuses if her abstraction was observed. (Reminds me of Raissa Maritain-
see Blog 2/15/11).
Her
religious practice certainly centered on the Eucharist, so she is a good “saint”
for us to study this Lent. "I
am nourished by God's substance." God, she says, gives Himself to us that
we may give Him again through our love of others.
Lucie-Christine
makes clear to us, as few mystics have done, the immense transfiguration which
can occur even in the most “ordinary life"! "My
one prayer is, that I may not feel joy and grief so vividly: that I may feel
only Thee."
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